Days 444 and 445

So this is it. On this date a year ago I had what has turned out to be a life changing operation.

Ev remarked that although the time has passed fairly quickly in other respects it seems a million miles away. I can truthfully say I never worried that I might not recover from the operation. I remember that for the 2 weeks that followed I either had no food or I was fed through a drip. The worst was the nil by mouth period when my lips were very dry and all they gave you were lip sponges. I hated the bottles. As a worrier I always wanted a good supply of them so I wasn't caught short. The last thing I wanted was to cause the nursing staff unnecessary grief.

After my set back I did at one point wonder if I was ever going to get out. The feeling of relief when I was told I could go home was something that will always be with me. One of the nurses on that day must have seen me quite emotional and contacted a very nice woman from the Chaplain's Office. We had a nice chat and contrary to some beliefs she made no attempt to "convert" me.

Enough of looking back, because I have made huge progress this past 12 months. I shall never be able to eat as much as I did before but that is no bad thing. I am able to lead a busy life and enjoy family.

Finally I place on record my thanks to Ev whose support, encouragement and wisdom have all proved to be invaluable.